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Holly Madison Says The Playboy Mansion Was 'Gross'

Former Playboy bunny Holly Madison says her time at the Playboy Mansion was not all it was cracked up to be.

"I got to a point not too far into my time there – I think I was only, like, six months in – where I kind of broke under that pressure and being made to feel like I need to look exactly like everybody else," she said in a clip for upcoming show, "Secrets of Playboy."

She says Heffner yelled at her when she cut her hair.

She added, "My hair was really long, naturally, and I was just like, 'I'm going to go chop my hair off so I can at least look a little different,'" she said: "I came back with short hair and he [Playboy founder Hefner] flipped out on me and he was screaming at me and said it made me look old, hard and cheap."