Big Sean: I Held A Gun In My Hand & Contemplated Suicide!!

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Rapper Big Sean sat down for a recent interview where he revealed that he thought about killing himself -- several times with a gun in his hand.

"I for sure contemplated suicide a lot of times, having guns in my hand, feeling it for real … planning it out to the point where I said, 'Hey, if I do kill myself, at least my family will get this amount of money. I did this already,'" he told Dr. Michael Eric Dyson. "Because I was just stressed out and not happy. I realized that OK, I need to stop everything I'm doing and figure this out or I'm going to self-destruct.

He continued: "I took the time off, canceled everything I was doing, sought therapy, connected with God more, spiritually grounded myself, and put myself first as a priority for the first time ever."

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It seems he's over his dark period and is optimistic about his future.