'Real Housewives of Beverley Hills' star Camille Grammer has revealed that she is still living in a trailer, four months after the California wildfires took her home.

“I’m still processing it all,” she told PEOPLE.

Camille as living in a 6,000-square-foot former mansion is now sleeping in a 1,200-square-foot double wide trailer home in Malibu. She had initially bought the trailer years ago for her parents.

“There are times I lamented about it,” she said. 

“I miss my home, and having my bed to go back to. It was my safe haven and there was so much emotional value and memories connected to it.”

She added, “There are days that I think that I have certain things, sunglasses or clothes or notebooks or pictures. Then I realize, oh that doesn’t exist anymore. The comfort of walking in and having a home, that’s gone.”

She also says that her husband, attorney David C. Meyer has been “extremely supportive” and that it is a good learning experience for them.