Khloe Kardashian is reportedly proud of her ex-husband, Lamar Odom, who has come clean about his former addiction to sex and drugs.

Lamar opened up about his spiral downwards in his new book, where he details the toll his vices took on their marriage.

 “It’s hard for Khloe not to feel its somewhat bittersweet because of course, she would have loved to have not gone through some of the struggles,” a source told HollywoodLife. 

“At the same time, Khloe isn’t sure if Lamar would have learned the same lessons and come out on top if those things wouldn’t have happened. Khloe is so proud of how far he has come and how much he has changed these past few years, especially for the sake of his children.” 

The source added:

“When Khloe thinks about Lamar there is so much hurt that comes from her time with him. She was madly in love with him and she was devastated when he almost died because there is an unconditional love she has for Lamar and she wants to see him do well. She is not ready now, but she has gotten to a place where she believes that she can eventually be friendly and friends with Lamar again.”

Since her humiliating breakup with Tristan Thompson, Khloe publicly sworn off athletes.