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Karrueche Tran opened up about the hate she received from fans online following her very public breakup with Chris Brown.

"'I've been through worse and worse, by myself. 'Y'all know what 'I'm talking about. 'I've dealt with some crazy stuff. Having relationship problems but being so public and so many people judging…I wanted to hide. I wanted to crawl. I smoked a lot of weed to take the pain away… to literally have no brain… I 'don't wanna think about anything. I 'don't wanna get on my phone," the Claws actress explained.

"At one point, I became so invested in my phone. I was like 'Oh my gosh this is dreadful, this is crazy.' But then I realized if I could just pull myself through somehow, I 'don't want to be that label anymore. And for me to get past that, it took some years… I had to cause what I was gonna do? Go back to Nordstrom? No. I 'ain't selling no more clothes."

Well, life after Breezy has been great. She has a successful acting career, she is in love with boyfriend Victor Cruz, and she even says that there could "potentially" be an engagement in the near future.

Karrueche also explained to Big Boy, what her new relationship has taught her:

"That I can put myself first and also love someone else at the same time. 'There's room for both. I think before I was just putting too much energy into one and not giving [enough to] myself. And 'I'm also in a different headspace. 'I'm more career-driven, so I can take care of that. He lives on the East Coast, so we have our time together, but we also have our stuff apart where he works, he does his thing, I do my thing in my space…"