Jordyn Woods sat down with Teen Vogue, where she opened up about her friendship with former BFF, Kylie Jenner.

“Everyone is trying to figure out what I’m doing but, to be honest, I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m finding my self worth,” she told the magazine. “At 21, this is the very beginning, even though I feel so old. This is the time you figure out who you are, and don’t let anyone define you.”

But Jordyn losing her father was a far more traumatic experience, and his death has prepared her for future losses. She continues to take it all in stride:

“The toughest breakup I had to go through was losing my father,” Woods, whose father died of cancer in 2017, said. “Everything doesn’t feel as intense as that. Losing my dad prepared me for everything that happens in life, and… life has thrown some really crazy things at me. That’s part of the process.”

Well, it seems like Jordyn may have a new bestie: